2020.04.29

Today is a very busy day. I got like two exam tomorrow, and I have to finish my journal in 1 hour. Though I should have finished these assignments, but I just want to see how far I can go. I just want to see that if I can finish them in a really short period. I was challenging myself. Apparently, I lost. It is actually strange, because I was fighting with myself, which means if I lose, I will win. So technically, I won the challenge. However, the assignments still remain undone. Maybe this is a sign that indicate I should stop playing word games. But it is too funny. I kept laughing when I recall the “I win I lose theory.” Word games are good friends when you are boring, but sometimes they are just annoying. I remember when I was young, I like to play word games with my parents. But I could not figure out when is the time to do so. So I often got beat up. I think I was kind if abused then. Back to now, I am still trying to fill in the blanks, my journal blanks. I think I am pretty good at it. If this is a kind of skill, I believe I can keep a family of more than twenty people. Maybe I can create a company that helps customers to fill in some blanks.

One of the exams tomorrow is about accountancy. I was good at it in last semester. But I am kind of lazy recently, so I don’t know if I can handle it. This is a big challenge, because I have set up a goal for myself that if I fail to reach 80 on the average total score, I will quit studying it. And I really like accountancy, so I will try my best. As for the other one, it is a presentation. I have to share my ideas for free. That is not fair, I think they should pay me for giving a talk. And other students should also be paid. Our idea are valuable, maybe one of us will become another Steve Jobs or someone will be so famous that people will like to be another him or her.